Sunday, November 27, 2011

Most Recent Happenings

It has been a little while since doing an update on everyday events.  Here are a few over the past few weeks.

We made it through Halloween.  I ending up getting a costume for Mary and some Harry Potter glasses for Drew.  Alexa made her own and Camille decided she was through with costumes. 




Because we had already done treat or treating at the ward party on Friday before Halloween, we carved pumpkins for Family Home Evening.  We used the patterns that we bought a couple of years ago and they turned out well.



Camille started singing in a group called "Nuttin but Treble" the first part of October.  She sings with a couple of her friends, and their mothers come and get her for practice.  They sang with the Chamber Singers before Halloween.  They are singing for Scrooge in December.


Camille turned twelve last Sunday.  She is excited to be in Young Womens.  We had Aunt Karen and Uncle Kirk come and celebrate with her.  She made here own cake and decorated it too.


We went to Porters for Thanksgiving this year.  We stayed at Grandma Binghams for two nights and also had Thanksgiving dinner at her house.  On Friday we went to Grandma and Grandpa Porters.  Part of the day included making graham cracker houses.  The adults built most of the houses and then the kids decorated.  The older teenagers got more creative with their home building.  Alexa also put together some guessing jars for the party.  It took a while to count out all of the Nerds for the one jar.  





We came home late Friday night after watching the Parade of Lights in Preston.  We decided to decorate the aspen trees out in front of the house.  Jeffrey helped me move all of the colored bulbs to their own area of the light string.  It took a long time to do that on several different strings.  It will take a couple of days for our finger tips to recover.  It was a beautiful day to put up the lights otherwise we may have chickened out.  We will do it a little different next year.


We are grateful for doing things together as a family.  I hope we are making happy memories.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

One Year Ago Today

One year ago today my world came tumbling down around me.  As much as I knew about what was coming with Katie's death, nothing could have prepared me for the reality of it all.  I have nothing to compare my loss of Katie to.  I can be in a crowd surrounded by family and friends and feel utterly alone.  I feel like Lehi traveling through thick fog for what seems like a very long time and still only have small glimpses of the fruit I am trying to get to.  There are days that I just push the survival button and continue moving on.

I know that I have been blessed beyond measure.  I know that I am not alone.   The kids are doing well and just have to endure the failings of their dad. I know that there are many people praying for me and my family.  I know that Katie is still very involved in our lives.  I know that we will get through this loss.  As she said in a letter to me before she passed away, "Life it not to be lived on a rock pile."  We have to continue on and live life.  We need to be happy and joyful.  We need to live life to the fullest.  Some days are easier than others.

I am grateful for the knowledge of the gospel that I have.  I am grateful to my Heavenly Father to be born into a family where the gospel was lived and taught by wonderful parents and brothers and sisters.  I am grateful to my Savior for His sacrifice for me if I will repent and live worthy of it.  I am grateful for the scriptures that bring us hope and comfort.  I am thankful for living prophets today that help show us the way to live and be happy.  I am grateful for the Holy Ghost and the role he has played in my life to bring me comfort and peace.  I am grateful for wonderful family and friends who are there to help me and my family.  I am grateful for the 17 1/2 years that Katie and I were able to be together in this life.  I am grateful for the knowledge that I have that Katie and I are married forever and that I will be able to be with her again someday.  I pray for the Lord's help as I strive to endure to the end.



I love you Katie.